ICARUS

2010-06-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

I look at my room walls as it speaks to me,
why haris why haris why!
why are you feeling like this,
why does your heart speaks in a different language.
have i really given up on it?
will it be there again?
because i'm trembling,shaken and crying.
but who cares, i will be strong at the end of the day.
maybe its time i fly solo in this plastic sky...

2010-06-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

I ask myself how my day been these days,
and i swear i got alot of talk about it.
Today was my self proclaim off day, i technically spent it by sleeping
i could not even wake my body up. i felt so useless and pathetic.
i realise how i feel as though i am stuck in a vacuum all by myself
and for me to move it requires every single strength in me.
have i change or the world around change?
well that is what i really wish to find out.
but everyone seems busy with their stuff
and even for me i'm busy to find out myself.

i always wonder what i want to do in life?
can i be a researcher?a designer?a famous inventor?
i truely have no end point to what i wanna be
and i hope someday i will see the light at the end of the tunnel.

2010-06-09T09:57:00.000-07:00

i'll make a quick one! i love photo ig.
its kinda infomative and yet the fun is there,
i think i'll look forward for the next activity.
i wanna get a dslr for myself (:

Just Jack - Writers Block

2010-06-04T12:31:00.000-07:00

This sums up how i'm feeling

Lank Day Edit (MUST WATCH)

2010-06-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

2010-05-26T12:55:00.000-07:00

I woke up and realise i didnt do my RJ. *punch in the face*
i had my programming ut today, it was fun.
it was rather easy but i made careless mistake like pie suppose to be 3.142
but i went on and put 3.146 as my pie.
i hope i still do pass my UT. especially maths UT, its hard!
i dont really know why but i may suck at algebra but i'm good at logarithm.
anyways nothing much happen today.

Senses Fail - Family Tradition

2010-05-25T13:21:00.000-07:00

2010-05-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

All I ever wanted, Was to see you smiling.
All I ever wanted, Was to make you mine.
I know that I love you,
Oh, baby why don't you see,
That all I ever wanted,
Was you and me.

sometimes people just dont get it.
i'm giving myself a chance to move on but i cant
and its definitely not a shame to do it.
i sacrifice alot but yet the progress is so little,
i think i'll make my move.

oh yes i donated blood in school during camp.
was tackle so hard that i fell and my skin just peeled,
and so i took revenge and give my all, i did a suplex? haha i know its a wrestling move. did to a guy 3 times as big as me. (: revenge is sweet.

Thrice - Daedalus

2010-05-19T14:27:00.000-07:00

2010-05-11T13:04:00.000-07:00

Today was my Graduation day!
first time in my life i had it.
it was a satisfaction feeling, i met with my section head and my teachers.
i had people who doubted me and i've prove them all wrong. 2 years of ite life, i swear it was a feeling that i miss. i miss waking up late for school and still it will be okay. I miss those times where we all didnt attend class and sat underneath a block and played uno while drinking bubble tea. And i miss those times where i stayed back just to do my project and it only took me 2 to 3 weeks to complete it and i swear its kinda crappy - as in realy crappy-, but you know what? i manage to get an A for my results (:

Republic poly, fun school and all but everything is like systematic, you have to wake up early to go to school and start downloading files and lesson starts at 8.31 sharp. and the last hours of the day, spend time doing RJ(reflective journal). Anyways, it feels kinda sucky not being able to join any sport ig due to my injuries, i wish i could join. anyways got myself into Photo ig, frankly i think my commitment level is going to be average.

Oh yes, just a recent update i heard about the romanian driver that hit me and run away from the scene. He is currently in detain by the romanians.Anyways i have been doing well with my recovery all and i have to do more check up incase of any complication.

2010-04-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hey! i guess this is the best time for me to start blogging again.
Well for those who know me, Well done!
Recently i made it into poly.
i got myself in republic polytechnic, kinda awesome there.
met alot of people with all sort of different background.
well this is my post for today, kinda got nothing much to say since i'm in starbucks.
so i go to go for now maybe next time alright? i promise (:

2010-02-09T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hey guys i'm back.
if you guys are wondering why i dont blog much.
Well the reason is i dont have much time too blog *Sobs*
But i guess i'll try my best to blog whenever i can (:

2009-11-05T04:50:00.000-08:00

hey folks sure has been long since i actually blog. but yea who cares rite? HAHA been skating more and more lately and been rather not bad. anyways i did my first tailwhip late last month. and i was so freaking happy that until now i have fun doing it.

so now been more and more experimenting on my skills. so yea up and down that ramp!

honestly i dont know what to blog today, just got back my echo heart scan and thank god they didnt say i got heart disease..

2009-09-30T10:32:00.000-07:00

Hello hello!
today was such a dull day,
i wanted to go skate
but ended up sleeping on my bed HAHA
so you can just skip my day and enter to my night
i woke up at 9.30 and i rush down to skate awhile at the open space
i swear at first i thought it was smoke cos i know its lantern festival
but then i realise it was but it was haze!
damn shock and its no wonder that i have difficulty breathing but it doesnt matter.
anyway was skating and i truely felt i lost my touch
i can do most tricks i love to do.
and my scooter feel weird.

tommorow is my result,
it truely feel like an unwanted preg.
but then again its my exam results,
kinda feel scared because i study hard for it
and it i fail this time or my point isint enough to put me into poly
then i'm definitely screwed.
i forgot to call mindef again.
i wanna change my date for appointment i mean cos i wont be around in singapore
i would be in KL from 16,17,18 and 19.certainly hope my brother put on his wireless alr cos i would love to take photo and blog from KL! haha
alright as you people might know or not know.
No use for a name is coming to KL and its gonna be huge!
so partly thats why my whole family is going.
its way bigger than some man utd match.

i guess thats really for today but enjoy the music by JACK PENATE!
my favourite song in my playlist! i play it like almost everyday and its on repeat!
so ciao people! and enjoy your days to come!
peace out! (:

2009-09-29T16:51:00.000-07:00

Hello hello!
now where have i been?
well its one pack day i tell you.
hadi,amir and i went out to orchard,
well at first to peninsula plaza to get guitar string
and also i wanted to take a look for bearing and its cleaning unit
but in the end i dont feel like buying cos
i feel its must better i spend 30 bucks almost 40 on silicon lub
and buying those cleaning solution.
plus i can even get myself a new wheel i hope.
okay so we went around orchard and talk abt stuff,
and hadi keeps on saying there was alot of ang moh girls and stuff
due to F1 races, and i was like that bull i mean they could be here
just for shopping or business.
but yea there was alot!
after getting the string we head on plaza singapura and we actually walk there.
i swear it was rather long and painful.
but yea after that we MAKAN! haha

we ate at burger king cos we felt it was rather crowded at mac and kfc
and yea i order that this counter where this malay girl sounded very slang
at first i thought she was mocking me cos you know my english some people
say, i speak in a slang but hey its natural trust me
its just how i grow up watching tv.
anyways the lady was taking my order and it was really errrr
irritating but somewhat funny. then its kinda funnyy how i could remember
how her name ends but not the beginning, its was bte bakar.
which translate means burn.
yea then we talk abt stuff on the table
and how i never fail to disgust them on the table
and stop their appetite on the table
haha! trust me its a fun game, you guys should try.
well all i said was how cat's sperm look like.
and how a girl once told me she pull something out from her butt
and its apparently the spinach she ate yesterday.
haha

and so after BK we walk around and off to orchard
it was 8 plus then we decided to go for a drink
at first was McCafe but nothing nice so we
out of sudden! go to HARD ROCK CAFE! haha
it was our first time
we were like noobs,scared that our bill gonna be like BOOMZ!(like how ris low discribe) haha but yea we order tapelo chicken (fricking spicy with the tabasco sauce and all), sorbet,2 scoop ice cream and drinks. it cost!
*drum roll*
$47.10
honestly we were scared! haha but we did pay.
i saw a meal a proper one not starters and not deserts
it cost like 40 plus!
now if only i have a cafe like that.
anyways after that we all took train and got home.
The End (:
great day folks!

2009-09-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hey pals!
someone help me please from feeling of such despair.
i just wish i could run away from it all
not wanting to hear it at all..
for those who know what i'm talking about.
Thank you for being here for me.

working back at beat merchant i hope with the money i save
i can get myself and please myself.
alot of things i wanna do but nv had the chance
though i'm 18 but i still get treated like a child by my mom.
honestly if you ask me,
have i ever had a shopping session where i go totally mad.
well no cause there arent much guy clothings
and its kinda boring.
i always manage to control myself
on what to buy, especially food
i love to buy alot of things.
when it comes to nasi padang! its no wonder they called it rice field
cos i'm spoilt for choices and i choose all of it!
but yea must control to whats nice only.

to a dear friend of mine,
honestly i'm not saying anything to offend you
but i do read blogs and i must quote what you said in your blog
"fyi i’m single, so that totally should stop you from thinking im a gf stealer"
first and for most, i didnt say you were a girlfriend stealer
and i wont be piss if you dated her honestly.
on the second thought i kinda laugh off to your words,
if your single it would certainly be more prone for you to do it.
i mean unless of cos your attach then yea..
but yea.. but what struck me even worst was that.
i never call you a loser so why are you calling me that?
well yea..sorry for everything but i know my gut and instinct.
if i smell fishy i would know.

well thats all for today but yea maybe tml i'll blog more! ciao!

2009-09-23T11:25:00.000-07:00

hey pals!
today isint much for me,
have you ever felt like you need to know the answer?
i was watching this video on youtube

i totally understand how he feels.
you know until know, i've been trying to move on but i cant.
call me stupid, call me dumb, call me an idiot if you want
but yea i cant move on, i kept on thinking what i do to deserve this.
is it karma?or is it just shit happens.
thinking abt it i feel like crap each day.
i lost everything my own self esteem i lose all of it
i dun even think i would know how to talk to a girl
i dont know who to trust who to believe in.
people keep on telling me to cheer up and stuff but
does that actually help?
i lost in my own world my own thoughts and etc.
who am i? what am i? thats for you guys to ans cos i dun know myself.
have i been a bad boyfriend?
have i ever beat someone up?
have i ever cheated on you by kissing another woman?
haix.. FUCK THE WORLD!
you ask me to handle with stress i would be able to do that,
but now nah! if you ask me to handle with heart breaks?
fuck i would need to get some medical check up for that.
parents are fighting,and my life is falling
so god tell what did i do to deserve all this

2009-09-21T15:41:00.000-07:00

i woke up in the morning in such a happy thought.
i dreamt about something i never dreamt about.
i dreamt my late brother, he was all grown up
and knows how to talk. he gave me a hug,
and i pick him up and carry him. it was hari raya though.
i carried him to the kitchen to let him see what my mom and dad are doin.
and when i carry him,i said his name out khairul iman several times.
then my father was shocked! he was like disbelieve.
my mom though believe and was like huggin him.
then continue playing around and suddenly i ask him,
"kalau da besar iman nak jadi ape?"
in english its "when you grow up what do you wanna be?"
and he answered "susu" or "milk" in english
haha i laugh awhile and ask him again
and he answered me "main bola" or "soccer player" in english.
i smiled,and so did my mom.
and its funny everyone left the dream one by one and lastly he said.
bye bye to me and smile.
and that was when i woke up smiling and thanking god for my dream.
just 1 last time to see my late brother,
i miss him ):

2009-09-20T14:27:00.001-07:00

i was browsing thru the web and i stumble upon this video,
ultimately shock, and apologise if i have stir up any unhappiness.
its about this

i may not be old enough to understand but honestly as a youth,
i feel all this is kinda crap. i mean they have the right to voice out
but they just voice out to the wrong channel.
if truely they are helping fellow singaporean isint it better by
voicing out to such groups like Reach where they accept voices coming
from both young and all.
i think they should stop all this,i mean having a different idea
is great and give a different point of view.
and the people whom we trust(that singaporean have voted)
will try their very best to voice it out
all my life, i have never thought there was this kinda people.

This very ideas they have,
this mind they have
could effectively change the end product
if only they know the proper channel for them to voice out.
you can see why i emphasize on the proper channel,
i'm sure in your neighbourhood there are meet the mp session?
well if you are unsure of certain policy make, ask them in a polite manner
i'm sure they will be glad to talk to you abt it.
i've met Mps and they honestly accept such ideas and always kept them in mind.
if that channel doesnt work then try to voice out to
Reach
, i'm sure they will be able to answer it.
a march all this demostration doesnt help.
its just a way to attract attention and its completely useless.
now how many out there who has financial problem
and has approach their MPs and they resist to help?
well there are none because if they cant help,
it only means that you can help yourself
and you dun need them.

i am here not to side for any party but i am pretty sure,
the decision singaporean made, is the decision that see it more
of the future than now. If you plan, ddont just plan to pass your exam for eg.
plan what to do if you pass your exams.
well thats the way young minds shd think.
its not about "hey that gucci bag is nice"
its about "hey that guccis bag is nice, but do i really need it?".

i end here with my conclusion with an apology to any party that feel insulted
or in any way of unhappiness. this is just one of those singaporean point of view
and clearly its up to the people to decide.

Haris,
Junior Reach ambassador

2009-09-18T13:36:00.000-07:00

i was cleaning the living room when sudden this song.
its just pop out my mind...honestly i know your reading this.
i wanna say that i'm sorry that i left you.
it was because i could not accept the fact,
i build me up, you topple me down like a stack of bricks.

There is by BoxCar Racer

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

i swear until now i feel so dumb,
not knowing what i did wrong still
what did i do to deserve all this
i know your telling me the truth
but the truth kills me and over time i just lose it.
i hope your doing great, cos i know you can find another one
i hope they are better than me cos i'm completely worthless
i know and definite know that it would take sometime for me
just to find the one again, the one whom i know will be there
for me like how you used too..
i miss you and thank you for being a part of my life memories

2009-09-12T16:37:00.000-07:00

Hey pals! finally decided to put some music to my blog,
you know just to see how it feels to blog again.
been scooting alot recently and came back at 2 am plus yesterday
from bt panjang to bt timah!
anyways remember the girl i talk abt yesterday?
well she sms me today in the morning! haha
was kinda shocking.
she still keeps my no. awwww haha

i totally cant wait for this coming monday as i'm goin down to jurong
to skate at the park there and take video of me!
haha well its a first one but surely it gonna be suck!
oh yes well from my designing part of my life.
i'm right now experimentaling with tie dye shirts!
you know hippie kinda shirt

so yes peeps i'm doin it!
haha just for fun.
i've always wanted to mix tie dye with my silkscreen design!
well thats most all for today and i hope you enjoy my playlist!
Cheerios!

2009-09-11T15:09:00.000-07:00

Hey there fella!
today was kinda alright,
Played soccer today at NP.
was kinda expecting a bigger crowd but it was not much.
still its alright at least we all enjoy ourselves there,
so yes, during the game i was really feeling lethargic my legs were shaky
its like as though my joints all turn to some jelly jelly!
but yea played on until 5 was kinda fun.
the was bathing time! took turns and
some are still playing but against other team.
if i wasnt wrong they(as in our own people) won like 3 or 4 - 1
i cant remember.
after soccer was like already 6 plus,
so we all walk towards al-azhar and had our break fast(buka) there.
its was kinda funny though it wasnt really that pack at all,
so we all sat down then sudden got this girl wearing white stared at me!
haha i thought she was staring at qifa sia.
kinda distracting haha
so then after we had our dinner we left and
head down to I.R.C to play pool while some play L4D
i wasnt playing at all,feel very tired.
then i heard some commotion between joel and qifa.
they made a bet to get this girl's no.
and it was kinda funny joel ask me to accompany him get this girl no.
haha frankly speaking which girl wants to give their no.
if they are not looking at the person who wants it
so yea, at first the girl said no. then i realise the girl was the girl wearing white.
and apparent just apparently! it was my friend.
Haha so from just now she was staring at me but nv say hello.
she was my work mate during at sentosa. haha damn hilarious.
so long never see her alr, i guess now she cont her studying alr.
oh yea and she gets better cos i remember that time she said she was sick or something
had to go to the hospital and stuff. poor thing.
so yea after that i decided to leave.
took 67 back but stop near the indian temple
and skate all the way back home.

i know some people might think scooters are childish,
but judging them are even more childish.
scooters holds tricks that are hard to do and i swear it!
and it will definitely hurt when it hits you.
my shin has one hump! haha and it was metal to bone contact!
no pads..until now it swell.
i think thats all for today nothing much to post abt (:
cheerio fellas!

2009-09-09T10:32:00.000-07:00

Weee,
today was a blast.
i just finish my exam and now i'm stress free.
thought theres something up in my mind still.
my ex sms me today accidentally.
and i guess she went to some party or club.
i dont know she did it on purpose or what
but i feel like crap.. she calls me but i dun wanna pick up
just scared,come to think of it again this isint the first time she did this to me.
and thise isnt the first time i feel utter upset,disappointed,angry and sad.
i ask her to stop the sms for a week or two.
cos everytime she calls or sms,
honestly my heart just break.
every night i cry i feel as though my heart sinks like a huge tanker down the seabed.

you are special to me,
but i swear i hate you!
i hate you,because you cheated on me
i hate you for breaking my heart everynight
i hate you for making my life unbearable.
i hate myself for loving you so much with all my heart.
haix...

i must figure out what to do tml.
maybe i'll skate, or just do some spring cleaning myself at home.
thats all for today. and yes my exam was FREAKING EASY PEASY!

2009-09-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

bang bang!
a shoot thru the head.
i'm bored...
did my exam paper today, it was rather crappy
one of the question i dun know how to do at all
the question is what is Chipset.
honestly i wanted to put a bag of chips!
but i put a set of chips.in my mind i was like should i put question mark and put at the side comment HAHA.

i need to find job soon.
i have nothing in mind, maybe perhaps work back at beat merchants? i dunno.
i wanna buy my razor scooter plus the bag plus the skate shoe i want to buy and bearings.
if i calculate all together its like 280 dollars total...

tml will be my next exam paper..
thats gonna be easy cos its all what i have been doin all my life.
its all abt wed designing haha
javascript and etc.
hopefully i'll get good grades for this

2009-09-07T11:52:00.000-07:00

Hey pals!
imagine a life,
a life that you wish you had but you just let it go.
its funny how it seem our relationship end.
but i still love her still after what she has put me too.
god please help me to get focus with my studies.

and my dear friend,
i know you are interested in her, stop flirting.
i'm so sick of hearing your lies and you being so brave
blogging abt me thinking i dont know abt it.
i ask you to meet up so at least we could talk thru at least.
but yea since you think i was being a gangster too bad then.
screw you! but i ask of you for a favour if you ever get zeyan
do take care of her like the way i do or better..

haix.. i miss waking up at 3 and sms her but its just over..
life has been so different without her.
today suppose to be our monthsary and i'm suppose to bring her out tml
but its over now.

single single single,
i tell you i will be single for sometime now.
it feels different but i'm gonna be a change man,
stronger,better and hotter! HAHAHA
i'm going back to gym after rayer,
i'm starting a band with hadi and amir playing experimental?post hardcore maybe?
and i'm definitely bad to designing.
oh yes, my bro ask me to join his band as a keyboardist.
but i dun know whether i should or not..
cos i fear i'll be a weight to the band.

you guys know what?
there was this gay guy who added me on tagged.
yes yes GAY!
nothing against him but at first he looks decent
until i saw the picture!
i think thats all for today.
dun worry folks i'm not gay and will nv be gay..
cheerio!

2009-09-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hey there fella..
hows my life?
honestly i dont really know how is it.
was riding scooter just now when i fell haha
it was rather painful, got my knee cap..
i have to buy knee pad soon before i lose my knees to the ground.

honestly i just wish by scooter i can forget abt my problems
but nah its not working. i still feel the same, just hopeless..
i wish not to wake up in the morning to see the sun shine over me.

anyways been checking out video and i stumble upon this

this is a definite must watch.
been studying recently and hopefully after my exam i'm going to skatepark to skate
not sure which yet though...anyways after you guys watch the video
check out and google "1 man 1 brush" awesome shit! haha
was utterly gross out by it cos i was eating my dinner when i watch it
thats all for today

2009-09-01T11:58:00.000-07:00

Hey there fellas!
thanks for your care and concern! =)
deeply appreciated.
well yes its true its over between us..
its kinda long story.

anyways last sunday at baybeats!
it was awesome! especially during anberlin performance!
it was packed! and everyone was moshing along with their songs..
sadly i dun have any pics to show you guys.

been rather busy now with my exam coming up
and also with scooter~ haha
gonna make a video soon after my exams
so yea..
i've been thinking abit abt secondary school days.
well was hoping if there could be like a reunion among all the people
doesnt matter express or acad..it would definitely be great if all could catch up with one another
perhaps thru bbq or something soon. if got money. but definitely
soccer is still on.
if you guys who wish to join me and the rest just come down this sunday at 12 at bukit batok
just contact me for more details.

2009-08-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

2am got a msg and my brother woke me up,
it was my gf.
and there it was she left me..
haix..

i wanted to surprise her at 3 am by sending her a msg
but i guess it kinda too late..
i just wish i could have that one last dance with you

2009-07-25T16:39:00.000-07:00

my scooter's back wheel is dead! haha did a bunny hop
and bang! it got like that!
but i'm getting a replacement soon, or i'll just ride the other scooter.
its a bladerunner deluxe. freaking heavy!
i wonder if i could do trick on those.
hoping to start a social group on scooter!
and maybe have a scooter jam at ecp skatepark
or maybe other spots.

well yesterday started really well(cos i woke up at 4pm)
but other then that its alright.
i been awhile since i blog hop and i stumble upon something
well its stated "please, dont be all gangster and ask me to meet up to “settle”."
no offence but i'm not a gangster
and well all i said was "lets meet up and i'll let you explain"
and if i meant in a gangster term it would be
"get your lazy f*** a** here and settle it once and for all"
that would be my gangster way.. but honestly? those who really know me?
i'm not those type, i'm just a decent guy who once in awhile gets to trouble
but would never wanna settle stuff like a gangster.
anyways forget abt what i wrote its useless anyways.

today, i woke up early and now! blogging
i feel sad for my gf...
her dearest grandma just passed away,
i hope shes doing fine.

school been fine,
all programming and stuff.
been coping well with all the codes running through my brains.
i just realise how much i need a license now!
so pretty please!
wish for me to get my driving license!
then i would not be going home on public transport though its kinda nice at times
but its too stuffy! it simply kills me waking up in the morning.
walking to the bus stop and flag the bus and stand in the bus!
its like never have i board the bus where all the seats are vacant.

i need cash right now...
havent started on teach tuition.
well i certainly hope i could start soon
then i would not mind going shopping!
well i first thing i wanna get is to upgrade my scooter!
haha i wanna get brand new wheels,grip tape and helmet!
i cant wait to go to the skatepark
i'm sorry to hasif for ps-ing him.
well i didnt want to but yea i was honestly tired out
my legs felt heavy!
if i could walk, i would definitely go bishan skatepark.

well thats all for today but if i do have any updates add me up on twitter! or facebook!
and i'll be there!
cheerios people!

2009-07-21T23:48:00.000-07:00

ever wonder how it feels waking up in the morning and knows that the sun is shining upon you?
well thats how i felt in the morning the other day but not today
today is was raining cats and dogs!
i reach school kinda drench but what to do, had no option.
so i know i've not been blogging much cos i spent my time on facebook app.
and definitely i've been exercising, riding scooter! haha

yes yes skatescooter! i'm loving it.
i love it when i can just do the tricks with so much ease and fun
and every fall i take is gonna make me better.

it took me awhile to think whether is there anyone scootering?
but i'm sure enough there are! just that they are shy to confess how much thrill they would have.
anyways woke up today per normal
and rush off to class.
to be honest class was boring at first.
all i did was typing codes down..
but i wish i can learn it fast enough and maybe set up my very own online shop
well rite now i'm at home resting.
i hope i can get up to ride on my scooter..
i need so exercise..
anyone wanna join?

2009-07-06T09:46:00.000-07:00

Back to school,
its kinda the normal monday i would expect.
VERY DRY AND BORING!
the first thing i step in the school i was completely shock
cos there was a need to take temperature at the gate itself
and that is one better way of securing the school in prevention from H1N1.
it has really been spread, i certainly hope that god will help us go through
all this, from recession to H1N1.

anyways after school
me and my friends went to the motorcycle shop
it was kinda cool to see all type of bike.
but what interest me most is definite the Vespa!
but i can see any.
there are probably alot of things to do if i got myself a vespa
first i wanna paint it pearl black!
and gold sides.
a pillion seat would be nice!
but yea gotta get my car license first before anything.
if you guys are wondering what vespa do i mean its this

Px200

anyways i'm stuck with the game on ps2
Gran turismo!
haha really awesome! i wish i had the steering wheels
cos its a driving simulator
and the controls are like real!

2009-06-30T11:33:00.000-07:00

scooter scooter scooter.
i kinda wanna ride back my kick scooter
just after watching this

kinda cool huh? if anyone interested in joining me just leave me a msg! (:

2009-06-14T19:57:00.000-07:00

Do i really look like thai?
haha weird weekend,
played soccer on saturday for soccer comp
the ref really suck! i mean since when theres corner in street soccer??
but anyways so we play, and i can say i did good(i hope)
and here comes the funny part i was wearing a thai national team shirt
and people keep on thinking i'm thai? haha
anyways yesterday i went to bukit panjang plaza and the ntuc auntie first ask me
"you thai arh?" and in my mind! "WAHHH, wth why everyone says that"

i'm going KL tml to see my brother's house down there
hopefully theres internet connection.
and maybe swimming pool! haha
dun think i'll be shopping down there its rather dangerous,
but i'll maybe just window shop.
anyways was browsing my laptop and i just realise theres bluetooth!
so now i don really need cable to transfer songs to my phone
oh yes i found this photo of me..
it was in indonesia's airport

2009-06-06T19:51:00.000-07:00

hello hello!
wee i'm proud of myself honestly,
i took a test, and i got 85/100
it was a programming test.

anyways monday is ubin outing!
i hope it will be fun..
mostlikely we will go fishin and cycle.
i remember that day when me,hakeem,dale,johnston all went east coast to fish!
haha it was fun though we didnt catch anything.
anyways today is sunday!
woke up late so i didnt go for religious class,
besides this week lesson was just a mosque visit
so yea..
now preparing myself to attend to my cousin wedding
she is getting married to my previous boss yasir.
funny guy but down like his way to business..
i understand the point with minimize expenditure to maximize profit
but i dont know why cant he just get a proper counter!
there isint any cash register at all..
so i thats one reason i quit, if you wanna know more on why i quit ask me on msn.
here are some of the pictures when i went fishing with my pals!

2009-05-29T03:34:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey!
i'm back,
today isint that great, i itch on the field!
it was rather boring...
so i'll skip all the blabbering!

June holidays are coming!~
i made a promise to myself to work up in the june holidays
i hope i can.. June is really empty!
i mean all i think will be doin is going out
wish i could go for 21 days obs i wanna those fit!
and ever ready to be put in the jungle to survive by my own.
BUT what the hell i dont think i would make it alive.
cant wait to go KL on 15 june!
i wanna be there to relax perhaps after winning the street soccer competition?
haha well lets just hope and pray my team wins
and training will benefit all of us.

i finally bought my cutting mat again~
now i can cut fabrics and paper like mad! haha
seriously miss cutting stuff with precision knife...
thats all for today boring huh?

I love you!~

2009-05-24T03:13:00.000-07:00

Greetings!~
Hello!

Saturday

to be honest i dread saturday, cos i know i'm not gonna do anything
but who cares. was so bored yesterday that i decided to do

something, well comment on my photo please! haha

Sunday

woohoo! sunday!

okay the day where i dont mind waking up early,

today i woke up at 8.41 thinking it was 9.41 am

and so i totally rush in the toilet and get ready and when i look at my phone

it was only 9.30am! my feelings were cheated haha

so i told my dad, that i'm not late and he doesnt need to waste the fuel

(seriously fuel prices are now maybe the one number pocket hole maker)

and straight on to paya lebar.

only meet with hakeem and adam at the station and went straight to darul aqram

well as usual we have questions before the class and after class..

but only ask them after the class..

bought the translated version of quran so i can understand what i recite.

because its not in the original text, its not a quran..

but to me whats more important is reading and understanding.

after that,

when i was on my way home in the train

and was reading, as a flip the page i saw something!
the guy's feet was huge! its like bigger than a fish on a dining plate!

seriously! wish i could take a photo but its okay..

well thats all for now got nothing much to say abt my day..

2009-05-23T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hello!
what is much more scarier than lions snapping off your head?
well simple answer for me! its my mom!
seriously when she scold she really scold like no other
perhaps its because shes having monopause?
i guess so..

well i love my life right now
at least i've found a way how to escape from it all..
just a computer will do..
imagine millions! and billions! or even trillions!
of people all around the world is blogging and how it have help them.
to be very honest i feel the internet world is a utopia.
everything here is free..well not really..
but still..

anyways been designing more lately,
and experimenting.. well been sewing quite alot..
but mostly just a bag.. i wanna do my own backpack one day.
Hey folks if your reading this and have clothes that you wanna throw
well please contact me at icarus.haris@gmail.com.
this only apply to those in singapore!

anyways saturdays for me are sooo super dreadful!
i have completely nothing to do
now i decided from this day on to side something to go to the gym.
damn! shit! i just found out my sister read my blog!
how irritating is that!
well i have to go now.. for dinner outside i guess
well CIAO!
bye!

2009-05-21T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hey!
money,money,money
everywhere i turn to people always talk abt money
what to buy,how much to save,what to buy afterward..
i hate it and i love it..
money is the root of evil,
and money can give you a temporary happiness..

yesterday
was kinda funny,
i woke up and rush to school then i slept in the bus
and i freaking miss my stop! unbelievable..
i woke up 1 stop after mine..
i rush all the way to class..
and my teacher was talking about this robotics comp.
and he invited me to join in, it was really an unclear decision.
i dont know whether i should or should not.
but i've decided to join in only for one sole reason!
for school and for the cert.

today
again i hear people talk about money,
and again i slept in the bus
but was lucky i didnt miss my stop.
i cant wait to teach tuition somehow so i can prepare questions
but kinda weird how the kid at primary 2 is unable to read,
and whats more weird that his school work he scores well
so its kinda obvious how he copy.
somehow when i teach, i dont look forward to my pay but more to
the end result during their exam just to have a record of how they are doing
but oh well..

in school was nothing much,
it was rather troublesome
but in the end of the class everyone was playing games
and afterwards just rush home and sleep..
really tired...

2009-05-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hey there fellas,
been rather slack for the pass few days,
been attending the religious class(i know,dont be shock)
and have been looking forward to it ever since,
though sometimes the words used are a little difficult to understand
but yea i look forward to it.

havent touch photoshop in a long time,
but very soon i will..
have you ever imagine you tiao serve with ice cream?
sounds nice, i mean we all put it in rojak and so
why not in ice cream!

right now, i'm just saving up to buy the sewing machine i wanted
so i think i'll count down
right now also i'm teaching tuition to 4 kids so
i guess with the money i earn i will buy myself a sewing machine
dunno whether to buy first hand or second
but most probably i'll buy 1st hand
at least it comes with manual guide so thats something..
the first thing ever i'll design in a bag and thats final.
dont care if its backpack or just a normal file bag or laptop bag
i saw this fake leather at spotlight so i totally want
something to do with it..

for now thats all i'll update more tml or something.
cheerios (:

15 may

2009-05-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

weee okay i'm back blogging,
i do all this because i just miss the feeling of posting...
its like a joy of going home to write what you do,
what happen during the day,and simply put photos!

well you guys probably wonder what happen to me?
oh well, i'm not dead first of all,
i've been attending school regularly(surprising?NOT)
love the subjects i'm doing but definitely not calculus
i'm not good at number but i'm brilliant and design and program.
entering a competition this june holidays,
its all soccer again, will playing with my old friends
and as usual i'm the keeper...

design life been rather slow, but will progress because i just got my laptop!
not that brilliant but at least something.
i cant wait to go back designing and perhaps have classes about silkscreening
its really easy.

anyways back to my life,been always the same.
but a little different at least now i do have a certainty of what
i wanna be when i grow up.
i wanna be a GIGOLO! haha nah just kidding
i wanna be a creative director or maybe a designer!
something i love to do and dun mind working till i die! (:

its really nice to be back updating my blog
i miss it alot!

2008-12-05T10:46:00.000-08:00

life can seem unfair,
i really hoping to get in to the course i want to.
i mean its something i always dream of
and like what people would say it isint easy to get that dream
but i'm gonna chase it and prove it i can!

philippines!
i totally cant wait.
i mean it definitely will be fun
staying in the high class hotel
and shop around! i think i wanna find music instrument
or maybe something related to sports.
or just blank shirts! haha alright maybe not blank shirt.
i hope i can get a laptop soon
this comp is killing me!
it shuts itself up and dun allow me to switch it on back
only able to turn on like 2 hours later.
hmmm.. maybe in philippines will be a good place for laptop.
i think diamond hotel would be a good place to stay.
i mean they seem to have good service.

anyways just yesterday i printed for my sister a shirt,
isint much but its okay. had that vintage look abit.
gonna do more experimental with my design..
so gonna go around and find blank tee.
i need to buy more color, and color dye.
oh yea and for my sewing self-learning.
i know how to sew now its just how am i to use the machine.
i hope i can get those new sewing machine
dun mind if it is secondhand as long it can be use..

well thats all for today.
i'll update more on my journey to be a designer!

2008-12-04T10:33:00.000-08:00

WEEE!
back again!
had fun rollerblading and playing kick scooter.
currently gathering my material to learn how to sew by myself
i wanna get cloths really soon so i can start mini-projects
combine printing to my projects and have my own branding of goods.

gonna do quite alot of stuff..
goin to transfer to bishan ite to do product design
i really wish to get in there
i mean its my dream to do so..

life been rather blank skies,
no stars no moon, no sun no sky.
its like flying a plane with no coordinates
and cruising in a ship with no waters.
but there is just this one thing in life that gives a spark
its your love ones.

2008-11-20T06:08:00.000-08:00

Hey pals!
well my phone is dead,
paid the bills but dun know why its not up again
perhaps its the outstanding bill from last month.
anyways i kinda miss using my phone.
Shrinkingfourwalls sound like a band name
but i thought it surely will be a good name for the website.
right now its just in construction but will be up soon.
i decided to use the blogspot cos firstly its free
secondly i can use the whole page.

hakeem and i were talking about hitler just now
and just realise how he would be a great leader
if he actually do the opposite.
what if he said to the world, lets save the earth
and plant more tree, do the three Rs.
just imagine how the world would move to such words
i mean it wont make him sissy but infact a hero!

back to band,
band band band.
kinda make me happy listening to it
like music to my ears.
well to be frank, aes band is really getting better and better.
really proud of them.my section too!
impressed by them..

well i'm kinda tired typing so i'm gonna end it now.

2008-11-17T07:00:00.000-08:00

hello!
back again,
sorry i know i havent been like blogging
but still i am now, had a hell of a week
from band camp to the kukup trip.

band camp was alright for me,
but doesnt feel the same without the alumnis
it certainly feels different.
i miss the times when i played this song called 76 trombones
it was from a movie name "The Music Man" really nice!
band camp was really tiring but most of all was proud of my section
now most of them sound loud! haha with that nice tone of cos
hope they can keep that up.

then the day after band camp was Kukup!
that one was such a drag, i was really tired
didnt go fishing in kukup, neither hunting.
i was indoor most of the time and playing pool
kinda fun but afterawhile boring cos i keep on winning my cousins.
then came back to singapore the next day.. nothing much really

well i skip my 17 november cos i only woke up at 8pm
yes 8pm cos earlier in the morning i was watching "The Music Man"
and "A Walk To Remember" really good movie..

well here is the section well i wish to vent out about my life
perhaps i'm the one being ignorant but still hate it
i wish life would be like a summer breeze
and not el nino all the time.
i mean i understand grewing up treated like dog,
and this home is just a hotel.
i feel really torn apart somehow.just somehow.
but i dun wanna give a damn i mean its kinda hard living
my life by myself.
well my babygirl is working at the moment and i guess she enjoy working
i dunno whether should i work or not. i feel lost now as though my dreams
are almost to be shattered into pieces. i can feel it somehow..
i wanna be closer to god.. i just hope i'll be proud of myself
and telling people MY NAME IS MUHAMMAD HARIS and not just HARIS.
screw the world, i feel like attending the religious class with the converts
cos i certainly do feel like one..

2008-10-29T10:11:00.001-07:00

Hey pals,
today is kinda one of my relief day,
i mean for the first time of my life
someone can read what i wanna say before i tell her everything
well its my aunt and she works as a counsellor.
i'm kinda thankful to her that she understand how i feel
like abt how my parent always have their priorty set on my two brothers
and basically none on me. And how i feel left out in the family.
i mean what she said was so real, i do feel left out
and i realize too that what keeps me going is myself and no one else
to be very frankly speaking i'm equilavant of a child without parents
i mean i nv gotten the support from them at all
since the day i receive my award, always have been compared to my brothers
and then been left aside like how i said a toy robot.
only need me when they need my help.

well i've really decided i wanna do my o level,
and i do wanna change, i dun wanna live my life like this
at least a better one when i grow older
to be a mentally and emotionally stronger at the end.
to always give someone a chance and give space for them to bloom
i'm using this few months to study really hard
and get myself in this self-system.
i guess all those years been taught character developement
have not failed me.

i guess i'll just have to stay here in bukit panjang and school at eunos
but i can do it for sure, i got the determination! and i will survive
well dear folks i dun think i wanna brag abt how horrible my life is..
perhaps i shall do my posting in a different way
and blog even more!

2008-10-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

Hey there,
i've been so into kickscooter again suddenly,
i mean its back in my head of all the childhood memory
how many tricks you can do..
too bad singapore dont have much skateparks.
i still remember i did my very first trick at sembawang park!
haha it was a jump over 6 steps stairs
and i was like WEEEEE freaking fun.
but that was when i'm probably primary school

i think i'm not gonna work during this time
cos i wanna study, i wanna prove everyone in my family
for not even believing in me wrong.
screw them, cos they really dun understand how i feel.
i think i'm going to use this time
and work on my foundations and by january
i can just go on and study just like how i study on my foundation
and get back on the bullet train.
i'm sick of being pressured and look down cos i feel
its not worth it for me to go on
with a low moral and end up with low self esteem.

i have to use my time wisely,
and i surely need to plan my time.
anyone got an idea how to do such things just leave me a comment
or email me!

2008-10-20T05:25:00.000-07:00

AHHHH!!
Hello (:
ladies and gentlemen
boys and girls
and all the unknown gender people
i'm calling you out! to merge with me and form a group
of designers, along side with me is another designer
so yea i'm call you out!

darn i miss my psp,
i wanna play digimon!!
haha not to be childish but its just i miss it
its like one of the things that as a child i remember
cos i save money just to buy it so yea..

i miss da band peeps,
especially the alumnis
oh yes there will be an outing for alumnis
so join in if you can but dunno when.

damn freaking hungry,
mom have not bought the gas again
and i have to cook my food using the portable stove
but the portable stove is strong lah!
its high pressured so yea they give out nice flame

have been picking up the guitar lately
and playing this tune in my head
but i dun really know what its about
but i guess it just came from my heart
well thats all for today

2008-10-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

Hey pals,
i'm back again!
well yes yes i'm leaving
i guess this is my time,
well i wanna thank my friends and especially
my dearest babygirl, i mean somehow she doesnt
wanna give up on me, and i guess i'm ready
i'm ready to face what i wanna face
and entering HEAD on! HEADSTRONG!

life hasnt been the same since i've enter ite,
met lots of friends, and to my group during the camp
miss you guys, love that cardboard card
and NAS dun copy my stuff

well to jon,
i'm sorry, i should have told you earlier
i mean i guess i've disappointed you
but i hope you understand,
i just wanna follow my heart and do something
i like and interest in so my talent can flourish
and mature..dun worry i'll come during investiture
probably to see and congrat to the new president

CALLING ALL POTENTIAL DESIGNER!
i'm forming a group of designer,
we will be probably we making a storm
with our art and creativity
so photographer!illustrator!or anything!
basically we are calling you!
sms me at 94519698

2008-10-08T13:17:00.000-07:00

Hey pals,
is it me or the floor pulling me down back to earth
anyways i think and i made up my mind
i wanna take my o levels, and i'm going to do it well
one i just feel i should cos its about time
so yea i wanna take my private O's
if it really take me a mountain to pass
i'll climb it with head held high

anyways i recently repair this nike watch
which my brother abandon and yes i repair it
i repair all the batt and replace the led
i'm going to paint it too so be prepared
oh yea if your wondering why is it like that
well its not those expensive watch its fake
which my bro bought it at indonesia if i'm not wrong
so yea i'll take a pic of it once done.

I NEED EXERCISE! i still havent learn tennis
but i do learn from watching youtube and all
it helps somehow, and i feel like tracking and exploring
so friends if you in for a hike in singapore tell me
i wanna find kakis too, then can walk thru and hike.

aes prom is coming and i'm going,
but i dun really know what to wear
so i need recommendation.

well thats all for today nothing much for me to blog abt today
its just that my name is Haris,
and i have to believe in myself in everything i do to succeed
for next year o's!
till then
CHEERIOS!

2008-10-03T05:50:00.000-07:00

Hey pals,
i'm back again
well i would like to take this time to wish
all muslims around the world
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
anyways hari raya suppose to be a happy day
but it hasnt been well for me
well its almost 2 years now since my little brother pass away
and now he would be 3.

it kinda suck to know someone close to you pass away
i mean i cant stop thinking what happen on the day
every week my family still mourn and go to the cemetery
i'm just sad some way or another

anyways the next day i get my exam result
i swore i could not take it
i mean i'm happy i pass but i wasnt happy of my GPA
its the worst thing that probably hit me
it just sadden me even more
cos i know i wont run for election with my grades like that
maybe the choice not going to ite is much clearer for me
i told my mum that i cant do this
i cant do things that she want me to do
i mean is it my fault to know my limit and my strength
i remember asking her to put me into a course i want
but no she disagree and give me the emotional blackmail.

for those of you guys who have seen my work would definitely
be shock on why i'm in ELECTRONIC ENGINEERING and not DIGITAL MEDIA DESIGN
infact be shock that i'm not in any shit related to what i like!
i dun wanna put the blame on others but how can i not put it

well i think i'll go for the brighter side of things
today i woke up early and made a promise to myself
to start exercising before my heart fails me
and to go along with that i'm going to learn a new sport
perhaps tennis. and so heres my day. i went out with yasin and sheng jie
hoping to buy something but end up not buying
cos i dun see anything nice.

2008-09-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hello!

alright today i start my day late(but not my usual lateness)
i woke up at 11 and my mom rush me to follow here
so i did, we went to the place
and got ourself 20 cartons of 1.5 litre FnN drinks
yes yes i know its alot but not for myself
its kinda running errands for my aunts and so on
anyways i've just updated the music for my blog
well this is the theme song for the comedy CHUCK
for those who have not seen it
so and watch it its splendid!
totally fell in love with it the first time i watch
its really funny and cool.
so boys, girls and everything nice go watch it

anyways my room is all set!
haha i put in alot of stuff
from tv to amp so yea
anyways for those who dont know me that well
i gotta three cats in my house
one by the name of garfield
its a female, love to sleep beside me
second is kontot(pronounce as cone-toad)
shes one funny cat,love to wake me up from my sleep
by biting and scratching me
last but not least a male kitten
name comot (cho-mot)
he rescue him from a construction area
as he was alone and sounded very hungry
so we broad him home and take care of him

anyways on my shop section you see
a new design at the bottom its a mutate cat haha
its just a cat with wings
well as you can see most of the shirt selling at $15
so pls support my works!
anyways if you buy two there is a 10% off
so yes ladies, gentlement, boys, girls and everything nice!
please do drop by and take a nice look!

and so thats how i end my day today by blogging
today i played pool but really suck,
it been very long i play
but i win them in cs though haha

2008-09-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

Hey pals!

today was so my d-day
i hafta cross dress and do a video shoot and photo shoot
well its was abit dumb, i'm suppose to be an emo girl..
it was really my character but wth.
i wish i could be the dumb type
anyways i really enjoyed today and yes yes
models you "girls" rock haha

weee i'm getting my pay today!
that mean i can use it for prom
which i promise someone that i'll go with her
i'm sure gonna dress so diff

oh did i say this my pimples are slowly dissapearing!
so i guess i dun have to complaint
anyways it has been reduce but still can see them
anyways today was really rushing,
i woke up and i rush down to southview lrt to meet a friend
to pass her my sentosa uniform and nametag.
and after that i vroom of to school!
reach there i was alone
so i wait and took this photo

as your can see i was freaking bored
oh yea talking about photo a moment ago
i decided to go treasure hunting in my comp
and i found this

its a mask that i design last two years haha
i paint and spray paint haha using stencil method
anyways i'm really lethargic having been sleeping for awhile so yes!
good night peeps!
shall update more!

2008-09-24T13:01:00.000-07:00

Hey pals,
have been doing spring cleaning in the house
an i can tell you my room was like a pig sty
but now its different
and i love cleaning up the house
cos i always fine stuff i dun expect to find
like today, i found a hobby drill
i really like building up my own toolbox
you just for my own stuff like
modify remote control cars,or creating my own furniture
or maybe other small projects so yea..

anyways i just realise how much i love during ramadhan
i'm like one of those night owls who wont sleep day and night
and then i would wake my mom up for
sahur(its like breakfast before the fasting begins)
anyways a few days ago, my mom bump into her friend
and surprisingly my mom's friend is my primary sch friend's mom!
haha its akwardly shocking haha
but i guess its a small world after all haha

talking about primary school,
where have you guys been!
i miss you guys,i dont think we hang out this year
like the previous 4 years,
anyways after o levels lets have a reunion!

oh yea! I NEED TO SAVE UP MONEY!
well i'm not basically broke,
but still i feel like saving money
anyways i've start my piggy bank alr
saving all 10cents in a bundeburg bottle!
you know those brown root beer/ginger beer bottle.

thats all!
Have a nice day! (:

:)

2008-09-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,
okay lately i've havent been updating
so i've decided to update.

well i just got fired,
i got myself 2 days mc
and i misplace my phone when i found my phone
i receive a msg to return uniform and badge
so yea bye bye!

well i'm designing again as usual but this time i got 3 projects
1. Calculator

2. My bicycle(which some idiot stole my wheels so only got body to work on)
3. Furniture(this is something i create)

anyways kinda preparing for student council camp
doing the project and all that
kinda excited abt the tshirt but somehow
there is no respond from jon(current president) so yea

oh yea did i tell you guys i just got my FIRST study table
haha thats why i'm designing even more now
and i think i can certain look up to studying
cos or else i'll doze off

well i'm not joining the ska band
cos i wish to do one experimental kind
so anyone,anybody wishes to join just email me or tag me

oh yea if you guys havent realise the shop section is up again
this is because its time
i wanna raise fund to help designer like myself
to start up so yes buy from me and i'm doing a little fund too
:)

2008-09-12T11:40:00.000-07:00

hey pals,
for those of you that have not been
tuning in to me! i got a job
i'm now working in sentosa at gantry
tiring job but i'm willing to work
i dun even know whether is my pay been
transferred to my bank acc or not
but i simply cant wait, cos i need to shop before raya!
seriously in need..
oh yea baby i know your not probably gonna read this
but i'm here to tell
I MISS YOU!
back to my life,

have you ever wake up
from a dream that it felt so real?
(not those wet dreams you nosy perv!)
but an actual one as those you talk to someone
or walk to somewhere and when you open up your eyes
you are there, well i did but dun worry its not serious
case, like eg i dream i go dubai and there i am at dubai
but i dreamt i talk to someone..

ph yea, my psp i dead! =(((
only left my new phone and mp3
i miss playing bomberman and etc.
anyways really catching up into designing again.
for those who goin to shop
buy my t-shirts!its gonna open up again
in december or november if your lucky!
haha

anyways gtg now so see ya and stay tune!

2008-09-09T09:37:00.000-07:00

weee got myslef a keyboard back again thanks to my dear =)
so back again designing oh yea i'll upload some of my new pieces
hope your guys will love it.
anyways if you know me and you wanna use
my design you know as wallpaper or
anything just tell me i'll let ya use it..

been rather busy lately my exam and all
but luckily it ended yesterday,
anyways for all of you guys who think
ite is easy peasy this i gotta tell you its not
its more stressful then you think.
imagine putting a n'level straight to higher nitec
and during the preparetory class we only recap on things
that we have done before..
at least shd have done like light amaths..
but who cares..

i've been very keen to enter laselle or nafa
i just hope next year when i apply
i'm able to enter.. i mean its what i'm really interested in

2008-07-17T13:42:00.000-07:00

Hello!
kinda busy this couple of weeks,
havent even really got time for myself.
the day before i was absent from school wasnt feeling well
and before that day my head was bleeding,
it was really weird to find my head bleed
i was just playing with my hair and i suddenly realise my hand got blood
then i quickly go to the toilet wash and use towel to wipe
there was sure this stingy feeling.
when to the doctor,and ask him abt my head.
and he said it was probably cause by an old wound...
well the last time my head bleed was when i was small
and my mom actually whack me and my head bleed as i was sitting down.

anyways i miss alot of lesson lately and
have been studying at home(but not that much)and
now i got this irritating ulcer..
got 4 of them! haha all lower lips,
2 of them are beside each other and is a pain in the ass..
the other one is in the middle and one more hidden inside..
i swear i can cry feeling the pain each time my lips are dry.
i think the next time i play as keeper i'm so using a mouthguard..

2008-07-07T17:12:00.000-07:00

Hey guys i hope you like this song by bob sinclair called together!
well if you guys have not realise
how much i love this kinda nature loving songs then too bad
shd watch the video too its nice!

*Note: your listen to the club mix but its abit lengthy haha

2008-06-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

Hey folks!
i know its been long i've not update
its not that i'm dead its just that i need time to recooperate.
anyways and back and busy.

lately havent been feeling well that much,
down with running nose,cough,headache,stomachache,
and almost everything you can think cos except
HIV or any sexual transmitted disease and cancer.
its seriously weird for me to get all the sickness at one time
but hope i get well soon.

anyways i didnt update anything about my trip to indonesia rite?
so here it goes
Day 1-
early in the morning we shall did all the last minute packing
and running of errand.. then straight to the airport!
when in to the departure entrance and then weeee!
they had like those osim foot massager just wait for me!
decided to try it can basically was tickle to death by it
i just i just burst my small secret my foot cannot be touch by people
unless they wanna be kick!
in the flight it was great with the free flow drink
but not the food, it sucks especially the veggies its like not fresh
so then we reach the airport
and i tell you it was sparkling clean!
it was cold like those penguin houses in jurong bird park haha
so we reach and then met with ibu nanok(godmother)
and zoom off to bandung we reach bandung probably ard 6 plus
in bandung at 6 it looks like 7
then we when shopping at BSM(Bandung Super Mall)
it was great for guy cos you can find lots of guy clothing
and there is women clothing just that
its those high class
as if they filter the shopping mall..
then came back probably around 11 or 10pm not really sure
and call for massuier
and the whole family when for massage
it was certainly relax cos after that we slept like dead logs..

Day 2-
AHHH! this is probably the biggest shopping ever made by my family
haha we bought a whole lot of stuff from jeans to t-shirt to accersories
and etc. well i'll skip this part
cos my mother was chase by people trying to sell her stuff haha!
then at night my dad, my brothers and i
when to Paris van java
haha this is like paragon bandung style
haha everything was ex and alot of student down there
probably same age as me

Day 3-
woke up in the morning at 7am, and when for breakfast
after that we met up with our personal tour guide and driver
then we drove off to a mountain/volcano up the mountain
the air was refreshing was the tea plantation,the strawberry field
and alot more was really happy to see such stuff,
then when we were abt to reach the peak
there was this pungent smell(wasnt my fart or anything)
it was sulphur,the smell was thick
and everywhere was misty and covered with fog,
i swear it felt like the one in
singapore botanical garden's orchid garden
in the coldhouse section,
just anytime if i look around i can find original
non hybrid orchid and also venus fly trap and pitcher plant!
its really interesting for me(sorry for this section,
i'm a little nature lover[well i am]) okay so we reach the mountain peak!
and i tell you alot of merchants came!
and me and my brothers all walk around
and when they approach us we say nvm,dont want, or anything we could think off.
they were selling anything
they can sell,
like volcanic rocks,ivory,hare fur,pen and so on.
me and my brother then down the mountain
and find that theres alot more shops
selling stuff at a cheaper price
and the lower we went the colder it gets,
so for survival sake we look around for stuff that could
warm us before we get sick,
i bought a sweater and also a hoodie! for 50 000 rupiah!
haha was a gd bargain
seriously i mean we bargain alot haha it was worth it,
then came back to the vehicle
and see my mother so terrified to go out and buy haha!
cos all those merchant given her headaches haha!
one after another.anyways when lower down the mountain peak
and reach to this hot spring resort,
it was real bad i tell you!firstly it was crowd,
filled with visitors at the hot spring
(perhaps the only reason why the water was hot cos everybody pee on it)
and all those visitors wash their face!their BODY! and feet!
i cant imagine how disgusting is that,
i mean imagine a ladies with her decompose toe nail in the water
and the men washer his face and say "AH! REFRESHING!"...
anyways then later when back to jakarta...
reach jakarta!we went to the town chibubur,
and stay at this chalet,
at this chalet i can almost complaint about everything!
from the cat making love outside and moaning
from the crew and cast that was shooting a show seriously it was irritating!
plus lots of mosquitoes!
oh ya the chalet did not supply towel and the toilet
did not have water heater
and plus the toilet bowl dun have flush!
ahhh i tell you the sway thing is i have to crap there!
at night we go to chibubur mall it was nice there got A&W wow i miss it!
got bubble tea there =) and all the other stuff.

day 4-
the morning breakfast there was just bread spread with jam and tea!
okay it was fine at first then we all when down to the city!
and head down to YAMAHA! haha i saw the shiny trombone there..
i miss playing it,so we all scoot down there and reach to another paragon!
haha everything was expensive! there was ZARA,GUCCI,FENDI,TOTs and so on
and yea yamaha! so we enter and search for stuff
and my brother cant find his guitar bag that he wanted so then
we when off to this other music store also own by yamaha
alot of intrument was there from acoustic to electric to percussion and brass
alright to be honest i was already feeling sick at that point,
my head is like a spinning top! but lucky later we went to their largest market,
my parent bought alot of clothes there..
oh note that place alot of robbers and thefts
so everyone was scared haha..
then i cant remember perhaps we when back to the chalet.
and then it all started!
the cat outside my door was moaning as the male cat hump the female cat!
and it was noisy
plus the cast and crew of the show they were absolutely noisy!
and plus to that the mosquitoes fluttering everywhere so irritating!

day 5-
weeee! i tell you, i was freaking happy!
finally! i can see my dearest darling!
so i really skip this cos its very long! haha came back at ard 11 something
cant believe the ica officer say this "are you sure this is you?"
"but your not fat" haha i was basically laughing..
then cab back home and thats end of it..

2008-06-12T12:15:00.000-07:00

hey pals,
i'm leaving for indonesia really soon
well i'll go from jakarta to bandung and back to jakarta for 1 solid week
i hope i can come back for band camp.
anyways before i leave i'll just blog just in case something happens
and well i'll certainly blog when i return..

well here it goes

Zeyan-
i know its really tough having pressure
from your dad,your brother and you mother
but please do note that they are your family
they are the first person you see in this world
and they will be the last when you return
i know its not your fault
so please dont cry when i go
cos one day i shall return onces more
be it if its me or not
but at the end of the road
you truly will have a happy ending

all i want from you,
isint a car,a plane,a yatch. or a big house
all i want from you is to love me like you always do
ever since the day, i wake up and see my day blossom
unlike those flower that soon wilther this has a everlasting blossom
and when you are close to me,
i simply just freeze,and slowly melt when you whisper those magical words in my ears
a touch from you is like Tinker bells dust cos i feel as if i'm in the air.
a kiss from you will certainly tell me how much i'm cherish and well love by my one and only babygirl and that is you

Hakeem-
Hey bro!
err well firstly i have to say
your not fat!(your just big)
try focusing on your abs cos thats your main problem
try this,Jogging 2.4km min.,Any machine to work on your abs
and try doing it until you can feel the stretch(note do it slowly for greater effect)
and by the way cycling is an exercise
its a total work out,on your hands,body and legs

Adilah-
HAHA loser!
you've been fooled by me! =]
i'm not staying there for 2 years i'm just going there for a week
sorry i could not come for your concert that time but dun worry i come the next one

well my next post is gonna be my trip there so do stay tune! haha
meanwhile just chill out and have a nice day.
goodluck to those having FnN paper! and
those having O levels! JIAYOU! haha
thats all for today
cheerios
HARIS

2008-05-29T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hey pals!

did i tell you guys? i lost my dearest wallet..
its precious to me and unbelievably i lost it
it all happen when on tuesday morning i got ready early
and board the bus. i guess i must have put it on my bag and not in it
and when i alight i must have drop it... all i could really remember was
this dark colour skin guy,bald and wearing shades.i swear he didnt sound local.
well i guess all this are just the ups and down of life.
my mom always say if you every lose something,or someone stole something
let all the bad lucks go with it.and thats what i'm exactly doin.
anyways i alighted at clementi was heading towards gym, so i just continue my day.
i totally vent out in gym,concentrated on working on abs and arms...
and now OUCH! haha i cant bring my left arm straight..
going to gym again this sunday morning at cck. working out on abs and arms again
and well fellas! i've been eating up alot of fatty food! so give me recommendation of the most fatty foods! haha MacSpicy is not accepted cos its a total killer if i eat it frequently.
well thats all for today!

2008-05-23T10:24:00.001-07:00

Hello!

dont you guys think its getting hotter in Singapore
last i heard the temperature in Singapore is 30+ degree Celsius!
its sure a killer!

anyways today wasnt like those average fridays.
early in the morning,
i woke up and my mom immediately ask me to write my sis
a letter of absence from school somemore 2 days.
anyway then i rush to school..
oh ya abt going to sch, i dont know if you guys realise this or not
but everytime i return home taking bus service 963,
its freaking hot! i'm practically sweating at the back(like sauna)
and the bus driver did not turn the aircon(maybe he did but i cant feel anything)
anyways back to my daily journal
i reach school on time!
and first thing when i was about to enter to class i wonder why is there a chair
outside holding the door and when i enter the class then i realise
it was freakng hot!
the aircon was not working(if its one its alright but this is ALL)

after school, i end at eleven and then rush off to balestiar ite to meet hakeem.
we later when to velocity and novena square and roam around
i only wanted to see how much a harnest cost, and it was so ex!
the better one was 200 the cheapest is 117..
i think if were me i'll buy the cheapest cos i'm still noob!
i really wanna get into rock-climbing!
anyways while there i also check out nike,world of sport
and other sports shop, i'm search for BERMS! or maybe hoodies.
then i enter espirit, remember my wallet seen on the previous photo?
there was a sale and its selling at 19.90 from 50? like 60% off!!
i was kinda not happy with it like wth...
treat hakeem to waffle and the we split on our own ways.

when for the meeting for blaze camp 1
and it was dragful i tell you,
it was short that i feel even anyone can brief us
and need not everyone to come down as it seems like only taking up alot of time
i mean it was 30 of teaching how to use the e-tutor for leadership stuff.
then hand in the forms and money..
an i thing thats practically all about today..

Cheerios
Haris!

2008-05-21T11:44:00.001-07:00

Hello again!

school is really boring,
and freaking tiring. i wanna work also cannot work due to my schedule.
cant wait for the holidays..

i think i'm starting to love photography,drawing and photoshop even more!
beginning to draw more and more designs and stuff,
right now i think i wanna do more brushes for myself
and take for photography and professionally edit by me! =P
its funny how i can nice picture as long i'm not in it,
maybe its because of pimples on my face(seriously its been irritating for years)

anyways been thinking of entering rock-climbing comp.
and i'm gathering people interested in rock-climbing again.
i wish to put up flyers but dont know how do i get myself allowed to do it.
i mean i dun wanna cost any fuse, anyways talking abt rock-climbing
for those interested in getting a Sports Climbing Level 1 cert.
pls come to me i'll give the details..

2008-04-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hey pals i'm back again!
my days have been like a rollercoaster ride
i have a dilemma on whether should i work or not
i mean i feel like earning money to at least support my folks
its sure havent been easy growing in a family like mine
everything move so fast,
and sometimes i feel deprive from childhood(but who cares)
i've decided not to join ite band,
well for a reason of cos
i needed to choose between studies and band
well i told myself i will go back to band in poly at least
meanwhile i'll stick to student council
and perhaps liveband(really wish to help them out)
well for my blog shop i kinda need time to really find printers
but this is promise you guys reading this
i dont take in large amount of money from selling it
only small profit :(

i will open the shop section in few weeks time
hope i get a gd response...
cya all next time cos for now thats all!
cheerios

2008-04-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

Zeyan Shafenaz Aljumas

if i give a ring,
Please dont give me suffering
neither i want a wrestling ring
nor circus ring.
If you ask me to share my onion rings i dun mind
cos you are my everything!

well today my post is all abt her!!
shes no other than my girlfriend!
i love her alot! =]
shes my kaya
and i'm her toast without her i'm just a toast

Survey

2008-04-11T13:40:00.000-07:00

This is so what i wish to do!!! =]
too bad the course i'm in now its like on the second last..
and what i really wish to do is the first and second =[

lucky its just ite not uni

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12 April

2008-04-11T11:32:00.000-07:00

Hey Pals,
audition is really near and i'm kinda nervous,
i dont know whether i will enter the band or not
i hope i do well tml,even though i think i'm gonna suck
i came the other day,and saw their music
and was so happy to play it
i mean the music its kinda nice!

thursday did the rehearsal for the orientation,
i guess i was nervous, but i'll get use to it.
i started all this i shall end it too since i'm at it
so yea monday is the orientation.
just got my new classlist there are only 26 of us.
and every tuesday my lesson starts are 1430 and ends at 1700
can you believe it? thats just 2 hours and 30 minutes

i really want to form a band!
so if anyone is reading this and willing to join
just leave a tag or something,
rite now in search for a drummer,bassist and BRASS!
haha yup! brass too!erm saxophones are included
though they are under woodwind
erm basically interested in looking for those willing groove into the music type
no scores,no conductor,no comments but just music to all ears!

08 april

2008-04-07T14:41:00.000-07:00

Hey pals!
i cant sleep and so i decided to blog something
life has really turn the other way round for me
i mean especially after leaving aes
i truely miss the band life, i remember
how i was so lost when it was holidays
there were no practice and we all got nothing to
do all of us are like wandering soul in the school.
well that was those days...

Band has really help me alot,
in term of character and so on.
especially during camps!
its mental and physically exhausting
every morning we must tidy up our bunks and so on
and we as boys,will get punish for not folding our
shirt properly. sometimes at night its rather silent
everyone is just dozing off and nobody gonna disturb each other
haha YA RIGHT SILENT!
seriously sometimes is noisy at night
all those suaning and cursing going on.
well that my band life in AES..

cheerio!
=]

06 april!

2008-04-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hey pals,
the shop section is coming in real soon.
and the designs are right on the way,
i've decided to release some of my old design here too
so for those who really aching to grab and buy my old design tee
will be welcome! haha.

well for those who wanna buy the shirt
please email me at tigger_haris@hotmail.com or contact directly to me!
please note that a deposit will be needed
minimum 50% of the price,
and the other 50% is to be paid upon delivery/collection! =]
Types of payment: Cash! Bank transfer! =]

Today is one tiring day
i didnt sleep at night
only slept at around 6++
then shaqif sms me asking me whether i wanna play soccer
and i zoom all the way haha
i was really dying to play soccer,has been a very long time i play soccer
reach there and it was raining so all of us go and eat mac!
then we go and play, was playing as keeper
was kinda slacky for me,and i was exhausted
then played as defend,and i was then like a pig lazy to chase haha
got blister on my foot but kinda got use to it
the played until 5 plus and mom called
its funny even though i'm 17 alrd she still treat me like a child
i mean its kinda weird that sometimes she make the decision for me
its really not fair at times. anyway after that i return home
and realise my sister as usual sleeping like a rockstar! haha
too tired i guess.. anyways thats all for today!
so cheerios! =]

1 post

2008-04-04T11:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!

finally the blog haha
well first and foremost let me introduce the music,
its by a band call RAFE playing Everything
its a local band but if i'm not wrong broke up already
anyways i really love this song so yea.
oh! for those who dont know,
i design my own blogskins! =]
and shirts =]

alright back to myself,
well my life has been really really fun
buttttt its kinda stressful at times
with alot of stuff need to finish
i just cant find the time.
but i'm gonna commit to this blog
so yea!
anyways ite life is really weird,
when you enter to a place where culture just clashes
everything runs wild haha.
i wish to form a band(well for fun only)
i can sing!(errr i dont know whether is it gd or not)
well i think thats all for today so
CHEEERIOS!and hope for gd response to my blog!

well the shop section really goes like this
i print.i deliver or you collect.and you pay!
but note for now its still under construction so yea.